I have been lax in writing over the last number of weeks for a litany of reasons.\u00a0 One reason being the lack of control of my fingers.\u00a0 Other reasons dealt with either medical, scheduling, topical, psychological or just plain wishing all this would just go away.<\/p>\n
It didn’t and it won’t.<\/p>\n
The finger issue is pointing to a feed-back loop issue that is due to the death of spinal and bulbar nerves.\u00a0 The actual words used in the doctors office was “dying spinal nerves,” Not a phrase I like to hear.<\/p>\n
Another word that was thrown around was seizures.\u00a0 I have an EEG scheduled to see what type of seizures they are.\u00a0 I was befuddled, because my “seizures” last 36 hours.\u00a0 From what I thought I knew about seizures was they only lasted a few minutes, not a few days.\u00a0 Again, I am wrong.\u00a0 There is a chance that they are not seizures.\u00a0 I will pray for that.<\/p>\n
Pending the outcome of the EEG, occupational therapy is likely going to be scheduled.\u00a0 I’m having trouble feeding myself.\u00a0 This hasn’t translated to weight loss, as you would hope.<\/p>\n
To say the least, I am down. I now have more meds prescribed and I’m about to purchase the mondo-sized pillbox.\u00a0 I am very fatigued and injured.\u00a0 During the latest “seizures” I pulled the muscles in my legs and arms.\u00a0 And, my legs stop working frequently.\u00a0 I have to lock my knees and hold on the the walls of the hallway to make it to my wheelchair when they do.<\/p>\n
My puppies fear for me.\u00a0 They do not leave my side when I’m in trouble.\u00a0 Once I’m in the safety of my bed, one relaxes and the other stands guard in my room or my bed.<\/p>\n
This whole disease is exhausting and I am mentally fatigued by dealing with it all.\u00a0 I wish I could take a vacation away from myself, but that isn’t really possible.<\/p>\n
I pray that He has a reason for all of this.<\/p>\n
In Christ,
\nJay C. “Jazzy_J” Theriot<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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