{"id":703,"date":"2018-04-04T06:01:59","date_gmt":"2018-04-04T11:01:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/journey.jayctheriot.com\/?p=703"},"modified":"2018-04-04T06:01:59","modified_gmt":"2018-04-04T11:01:59","slug":"weird-mood-this-morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jayscafe.net\/?p=703","title":{"rendered":"Weird Mood This Morning"},"content":{"rendered":"

I think that I’ve had all I can stand. \u00a0My brain is kind of “giggly.” \u00a0It’s like I have an extreme case of IDGAF — that’s I Don’t Give a Flip for our young ears.<\/p>\n

I’m not sure of the reason, or if there is even a singular reason. \u00a0These are a few things crossing my mind as I sit here and feel my extremities twitch.<\/p>\n

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  1. Twitching, is funny. \u00a0I mean, I could see if I could get licensed as a massager. \u00a0Not by the Louisiana Board of Cosmetology, but by UL. I could be a full-body massager. \u00a0All you would have to do is lay next to me and the twitches and vibrations would do the res.<\/li>\n
  2. The sounds of the storm are beautiful. \u00a0What? \u00a0I like storms? \u00a0Yes, I do. \u00a0I think they are an embodiment of what Mother Natures power is. \u00a0And, all of this power abides by the laws of Mathematics and I’m a mathematician….. So, I see eye-to-eye with Mother Nature. \u00a0Yes, I know she is a conceptual deity, but isn’t mathematics? \u00a0Sort of?<\/li>\n
  3. I will likely never work again, and thus, can never be fired. \u00a0Think on that a minute….<\/li>\n
  4. I have very few physical visitors. \u00a0I mean like really, who wants to see an old guy that twitches anyway?<\/li>\n
  5. My online presence is bigger than my physical presence. \u00a0I can name the people in reality that I talk to on my fingers. \u00a0I don’t need my feed to help count. \u00a0Online, I have a cast of thousands. \u00a0They don’t always talk back. \u00a0But, if you saw me in person, you know I ramble. \u00a0So, one way communication between me and a cast of thousands is probably good. My hands give out and it gives people a chance to respond, if they so feel inclined.<\/li>\n
  6. I’m ignored by most of the people that should care about me. \u00a0Or if the don’t ignore me, they avoid me. \u00a0Not much difference. \u00a0The end result is the same. \u00a0The phone doesn’t ring, nor does the door bell.<\/li>\n
  7. Church and hurricane tracking are all I have that keeps me going. \u00a0My oldest is moving to another state in a few years, my youngest will undoubtedly do the same. \u00a0My middle child rightfully despises me. \u00a0My wife doesn’t know what to do with me. \u00a0That leaves Internet communications to keep me going. \u00a0Eventually, I will be pigeon-holed in a long-term care facility. \u00a0I need to work on my thoughts on that. \u00a0Right now it seems like a prison.<\/li>\n
  8. My most common visitors are a pair of cardinals, a blue jay, a team of sparrows and some squirrels that are too fast for me to capture on digital film.<\/li>\n
  9. I have a progressive neuro-muscular disease with an unknown origin and an unknow rate of progression. \u00a0It affects my entire being — that is the embarassing parts too that I very rarely delve into on this blog. \u00a0It seems that even I have limits. \u00a0Post-mortom, you will get the full version from my paper-journals that I keep.<\/li>\n
  10. I really like the feel of a good keyboard and the feel of a good pen on good paper. \u00a0I don’t know which I like better. \u00a0So, I do both. \u00a0I even ramble when I type.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    I think all of this goes on in my head, circling and making me dizzy, and stupid. \u00a0I consider myself weird, and proud of it.<\/p>\n

    It would seem I would be depressed. \u00a0I think I’ve got an excess of depressive thoughts and that makes me happy.<\/p>\n

    Life is too much to think about. \u00a0So, the comedy must slip in. \u00a0I think I feel the morning meds kick in. \u00a0It has been about an hour and I feel my muscles start to relax and I feel sleepy.<\/p>\n

    I wish I could tell really good jokes. \u00a0But, it seems, I don’t have to. \u00a0This is all a big joke.<\/p>\n

    In Christ,<\/p>\n

    Jay C. “Jazzy_J” Theriot<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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