I had another increase yesterday.\u00a0 We are taking the increases in smaller doses as we approach what we think is our goal.\u00a0 I agree. I feel ok when I’m not having what I call a spasmodic event.<\/p>\n
In a conversation with my neurologist yesterday, he explained, once again that the goal was to minimize the events but not to drug me up so bad that I flop like a fish.\u00a0 The truth is, that the events will never stop.<\/p>\n
I did not realize that until I was asked a question about how the visit went. In my explanation, I had a moment of realization.\u00a0 Evidently, I don’t listen to myself.\u00a0 These will never end.<\/p>\n
So, where do we go from here? Those of you that know me better than most of my family should know that I don’t like being told that something cannot be done.\u00a0 Yet, I’m having to accept the converse of that.<\/p>\n
I’m setting goals.\u00a0 If I can get well enough that a vehicle ride does not destroy me, then there are some places that I would like to go.\u00a0 I intend to travel. I have amassed friends in every area of the country, either through the military, or through my students leaving the state.<\/p>\n
I could do web hosting, I have the equipment and the know-how.\u00a0 However, I am very slow.\u00a0 My operational hours during the day are limited, as is my movement.\u00a0 I, it seems, am less dependable than my equipment.\u00a0 My equipment has a very low failure-rate and it just got lower.\u00a0 I have good toys, and it seems that is only what they ever will be.<\/p>\n
I see where I need to identify and accept my limitations and figure out goals that are obtainable for me.<\/p>\n
I will say God is carrying me.\u00a0 There is only one set of footprints in the sand.\u00a0 Currently, I can have it no other way.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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