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I have not written in a while as I have been in great pain.\u00a0 Pain which rivals that which I felt in the beginning.\u00a0 Through it, a phrase a nurse told me over a year ago echos through my head, “Pain, means you are alive.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I started taking a product called Myetin about two months ago.\u00a0 Since thin, I have regained the senses of touch and taste.\u00a0 I can now feel the wind bristle the hair on my arm.\u00a0 I can feel the small ridges on the flooring touch the bottoms of my feet.\u00a0 Yogurt tastes stronger than it has in years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can only accredit the return of my senses to the healing of my sensory neurons.\u00a0 Healing nerve cells on a molecular level is what Myetin is supposed to do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Myetin is a combination of two elements:\u00a0 Biotin and NAD.\u00a0 The combination of the two have marvelous healing properties.\u00a0 My hair has grown soft.\u00a0 Very similar to a new born’s.\u00a0 My nails are thick and strong.\u00a0 My sensory nerves are gaining feeling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I have found a routine they go through when they return.\u00a0 My brain interprets the new signals as pain for several hours.\u00a0 And, then, it is like my brain remembers they are not foreign signals, but the way it is supposed to be.\u00a0 The first sensations are severe.\u00a0 Then it levels out, and the use of that sensory nerve is normalized.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wonder if that is why I have been in considerable pain.\u00a0 I am back to feeling like my muscles are tearing themselves from my bone.\u00a0 For the first time in over a year, almost a year and a half, I feel pain reaching level 9 out of 10.\u00a0 I had to remember the feelings I assigned to my scale.\u00a0 Level 9 was when you fell in prayer and meditation, asking God not to give you any more pain.\u00a0 You feel that there is nothing in the world that rivals what you are suffering through.\u00a0 Level 10 was where I am no longer lucid. In the early days, I existed at level eight and above.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wonder if the healing of the sensory nerves are allowing me to feel what is happening in my body.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Everything hurts.\u00a0 Even my lips.\u00a0 I can feel pain everywhere.\u00a0 Pain means you are alive.\u00a0 I wonder if the nurse was unwittingly correct in her statement beyond wisdom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am in great pain because my sensory nerves are coming back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In Christ,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jay C. “Jazzy_J” Theriot<\/p>\n\n\n\n